Today was my first auditon of 2011. I must admit I was really excited about it because the thought of being in a show and singing in front of people excites me. This is what I want to do with my life so I couldn't help but be excited, not too excited though. That leads to disappointment. I wasn't sure at first because I didn't feel like I was ready. However I did leave the house feeling confident and prepared because I kept singing until I got it correct. I really don't know what happened between me leaving the house and getting into that audition room. From the minute I opened my mouth everything went wrong. I walked out that audition room and busted into tears. My friend Tammie auditioned as well. So her, her mom and my aunts were there to comfort me. Which, I really appreciated. I am beginning to become convinced that I am nothing but a failure. I have yet to accomplish anything in my seventeen years of life. Hate to complain, but that is the straight up truth. I received the call back list for tomorrow, of course like I expected I wasn't on it. Tammie was and I wish her nothing but the best. She is really talented and I'll continue to support her like she does for me. As for my future I don't know if I have one as far as I'm concerned.
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