THE END OF IT'S WHATEVER!

AT LEAST FOR NOW:

I was thinking on my way home how there is so much in life I want to achieve, but I am no where near achieving my goals. I am the first to admit that I am one of those people who become easily destracted. Today in vocal class as I listened to my classmates sing I realized that their all so talented. I had to stop and ask myself why I'm not that talented. I have such big dreams of being in the music industry and becoming a successful singer. I can be the first to say to myself at this day and time that will not happen for me. Thats only because I need to WORK. I'm not saying that It's Whatever is getting in the way of that, but why continue to post about these artist and new music when I can be working towards the kind of artist I want to be. I can take that time to listen to my vocal lessons, do vocal exercises and maybe even try and get back to actually writing my own music. When I began this blog I wasn't sure what I wanted it to be about, but as time went by my natrual love for music continuously was being published. Even though I only have a handful of readers it still didn't stop me from posting and trying to inform those about things in music that I was aware of. But now it's time that I take that knowlege and apply it to myself and try and make my dreams come true. I'll admit it's not a good feeling having a dream and knowing it's not gonna come true due to poor work ethic. This is not to say I won't come back to post on this blog, but I just need time to work towards my future becuase I'm only left with two more years in high school than I'm out on my own in the real world. So as of December 31, 2010 I will not be posting and informing you guys on new music, new artist, unknown artist, new videos etc. In the meantime, between now and then I will post the last few ideas that I have been collecting for It's Whatever. After that I will be gone, hopefully returning into the artist I am hoping to be one day. Until then look forward to my last few posts of the year. :)